Taking a break

I agreed with you piglet and I don't go on it very much anymore. Sometimes I check things but most of the time I just can't read all the negativity.

There seems to be an echo in here!

I guess many of us have different ideas on how to treat sad and sometimes we just cant agree which is the best way, I suppose its just part of being human, (I think).

I am not leaving the forum I am just going to read and reply to the more positive things.

I was probably a part of the negativity and I do apologize. I am a bit strong in my feelings lately.

I have been reading the forum now and then, but have been really preoccupied with learning about fibromyalgia.

The fibromyalgia diagnosis has been especially hard for me and I'm sorry if I've come across as combative. It kills me not to understand what's happening with me. I'm really struggling with a lack of control right now.

Again, my sincerest apologies. I never meant to drive anyone away.

I've made a decision which I've stuck to, mostly... trying to stay away from the computer in the evenings. I need to exercise regularly for my own health. So, if I'm scarce, it's only because I'm taking care of myself. I hope you all are able to find ways to do the same for yourselves and to stay well.

Amalthea, I'm picking up some real frustration from you about your condition. If you would ever like to talk about possible causes of fibro, you are welcome to chat with me in the Nutrition Info thread.

Linda x

Linda,
Thank you, but I think my frustration is due to having to wait until March to see the doctor about it and there's not much you can do about that.
I believe the fibro has to do with the underlying sleep disorder.
Unfortunately, not only will I be struggling with the sleep problem and SAD symptoms through until March, I also have a few other medical problems that remain "in limbo." My fingers have been going numb, my wrists hurting (both arms), and my left arm sometimes feels "heavy" and heat sensations radiate through it. I'm guessing I've got a trapped nerve. I was also told that I have a bulging disc, to which my primary care doc said, "Everybody has back pain!"
I'm thinking about chucking him. He ran a few blood tests to see if I have a vitamin deficiency and he said he'll wait to see what my rheumatologist says about all this other stuff.
Since I saw the primary care doc, the rash on my shoulders & arms has returned... I had this trouble in late December and I blamed a medication which I've since been taken off of. Now, it looks to be either clothing, almonds, milk, or perhaps some sort of sweat-reaction (I tend not to sweat, unless I've got night-sweats).
Sorry... hate to complain, but I've got a lot to try to "figure out."

PurpleIvy,
I doubt that SGL was talking about being turned off by those having a hard time with SAD. The discussions about drugs/no drugs has been escalating as we've all seen. I don't have an answer as I know we all feel strongly one way or the other. I think general intentions for most on the board here are out of concern and desire to help other folks out. I think some folks are feeling quite pressured by the other side. I think Linda's solution to generally maintain a separate thread has been helpful up until now. Whenever we get a "mixed thread" there is bound to be some tension.

Just a thought.

Heather

Amalthea thanks for explaining things for me. sometimes the mind just doesn't work the way it should.

Me, I think you're great. Really. Wish I knew you "in person."

You're right... I'm a little edgy with my nerves.

I just spent about three hours typing up my medical history (quite extensive) and my family's medical history (also quite extensive). My arm rash just re-appeared as well and my back hurts from being at the computer... I'm going off to watch a movie as a reward for my hard work today.

I am SO looking forward to Springtime. I've been locked up in the house except for going to work, to church and for groceries. It's been so cold here, I don't feel like fighting it.

Yes Amalthea,

It took me abit to realise what you where going on about, But now Im giggling out loud too. I reckon that line reflects me also.

Good to feel your happiness flower, enjoy your treat. Youve made me happy too.

Me x

I have an appointment with an allergist on Thursday. In the past, I've found there are just times I have to be re-evaluated and a solution is usually found.

I think my allergies tend to change every 3 years and now I'm long-overdue. It'd be nice if I learned I wasn't allergic to cats anymore... but that's pretty unlikely. I tend to gain allergies and rarely lose them. Except for one... I'm glad to say I can eat grapes and drink limited quantities of wine! It's good to know because I used to work for Italians and now I work for Episcopalians. ;)