Its been a while since I posted, I've been trying to get out more and do more excercise. However, I'm still feeling rancid :( . Ive been having the odd good day but generally I dont feel much better at all. Today has been especially bad and thats why I'm back on the forum. Ive noticed that they've been rather quite of late and can only assume that this is because people are beginning to feel better. Shouldnt I be feeling better by now? Does anybody else still feel awful?
I have 'lurked' throughout most of the last winter, visiting the forum, before actually signing up yesterday... I had noticed a steady decline in the number of new posts since around March, presumeably down to the mini heatwave of continuous sunshine we had until last weekend.
However, like you, I am still feeling out of sorts for the past week. At first I wondered if I was coming down with a bug, then feeling drained from a change of role within work just before starting this week of annual leave, but now I wonder if part of it is down to my lightbox needing new bulbs.
Currently, I'm in the viewpoint of something needs to change for the better this year, as regards my lifestyle. Since the late 90s, when my S.A.D. troubles began, I have become a recluse (due to not wanting to be social and feeling stressed by the hecticness of shopping centres). The only thing that regularly got me outdoors was initially volunteering and then the job inside that charity.
Exercise of any type, especially outdoors, is well known to help depression sufferers. Thinking back to when I was combining volunteering with afternoon gym sessions, I swear that is the best I've felt over the last few years, as these sessions stopped with the start of working for the first time in nearly five years (I come home from work most days feeling completely drained).
I treated my self to a new bike recently, in order to be outdoors for an hour a day during the working week at least, commuting between home and work. Hopefully I will start riding at the weekends aswell soon, or failing that, jumping on my turbo trainer (turns regular bike into an exercise bike) in the back garden!
I still come here from time to time, but yes it gets quiet as people start feeling better. I'm sorry you're still feeling rough. That's hard when there is bright sun outside and it feels like you ought to be getting better.
You say there's a problem with not getting much light at work. You are not the first person to come here with that problem. Also you say that you started having trouble in the late 90s. Can you think of anything in your life that coincided with the change? Another job where you didn't get much light, a general change in your living circumstances, or possibly an illness or starting a medication? Maybe we can try to connect some dots.
Hang in there, and get that weekend sun -- it's an incredible spring so far isn't it.
Hey ^^ (this is actually my first post on the forum, yays)
I'm not sure if I actually have SAD, but from my experiences this winter it would make sense if I do. This week was odd for me (this week was actually when I noticed 0.o).
On monday and teusday it was bright and sunny (like spring should be) and for no apparent reason at all I was all chipper and energetic and happy ^^. Then the rest of the week went back to being dark and damp and... icky. My happy, chipper feeling didn't exactally survive this >.>.
So, I think that it doesn't matter that its spring, if its still all gloomy and cloudy were you live the season change won't do much for you... I think.
But I hope you feel better soon! The sun is shining today where I live (its not warm, just sunny), and I hope the sunshine reaches you soon to^^.
I have to say I have found it a bit up and down still. I was lucky enough to spend March in Spain which was very intense sun light and lifted me out of the season beautifully, but on returning home I have found some days good and some days just feeling rather weird. Not as bad as in the winter months but just making be feel a little strange and lethargic. The really sunny days are great but the ones that are cloudy are the problem. I think I'm just someone who needs really intense light.
I'm hoping May will be better. May is usually the month it seems to lift completely for me.
Having said that it's much much better than this time last year.