Dear Diary - a.m

Well, yesterday didn't go as well as planned. Slept for a few hours in the morning, got myself up at 12.30 but just couldn't get moving and felt really spaced out all day.
Today however, is going to be different!!!! Got up 7.30, took mum to work, picked up Paul from home, dropped him off at his mate's house, then came home to any empty house (empty apart from my mini zoo).
I have started taking my antidepressants in the morning (because it says to) and I think they have been knocking me out so today I put on my Blondie CD, sang, danced about and took my tablet about 11. I'm still awake so far. I am going to clean the animals out after lunch and clean the bathroom. I was watching This Morning and laughed at something :lol:
I am hoping this feeling will continue as I always start to go downhill at about 3 when the light starts to fade. I REALLY want to get back into my studying as I should go to college on Monday after missing this week. I am doing accounting and it is so easy to get too far behind. So far I have done no studying since Christmas and this is another thing starting to worry me. I don't need it.
Sorry to be blatant here, don't want to offend anybody. It's about Womans things so don't read on if you find these things upsetting.

I went to the hospital on Wednesday as I haven't had a period for 3 and a half years. I've had loads of tests and the doctor reckons I'm ok but it is just down to stress. She said it's quite safe and I have some tablets to try to bring it back but I'm not sure I want them now anyway. I think I would like to be a bit more stress free though. The doctor said I am probably not feeling like a woman and this is causing me more stress????? Never actually crossed my mind but I'll see how it goes.

Anyway, I don't want to take my afternoon tablets as they make me sooo drowsy so I'll see how I feel with my positive outlook this afternoon.

Well that's all for now, I will keep you updated. :wink:

Thats great news :) :) :) I'm glad u r.