I broke up with my boyfriend 2 weeks ago after he got violent and hurt me, and now I've started on the alcohol again and I'm going to sleep at 5am and getting up at 3pm I have no idea whats going on anymore.
sorry to hear that. :( This guy is not worth wrecking your life for. Leave the drink alone and prove that you can get along fine without him. I know it's not easy but you can do it. don't give the sod the satisfaction of seeing you falling apart Make him see that you are better off without him