I have found gold!!!!!!!!

The moment I found this site I found gold!!! I feel like I can say exactly how I am feeling and someone somewhere is going to undrstand me! :)

I am sat here now with tears rolling down my face not knowing the reason for them, just feeling like i need to cry. It is as though there is something in me trying to come out but I just can't put my finger on it. I know that the bad days are followed by good (most of the time) but my bad days seem to be going on for so long at the moment. :cry: :cry: :cry:

My partner is a godsend and does his best to understand me but he lives so far away and can't be there to give me a hug when I really need one. But I know I am going to make it through today and tomorrow and the day after and soon the sun will be shining for me again!!!!!

Keep smiling everyone and thank you for being there for people like me who feel they have no where else to turn!! :) :) :) :) :) :)

I can relate to what you have said Hopeful. I found this web-site last winter which helped me alot.
You are NOT alone. We are all pals who understand and listen to what you say. We may not be able to give you a hug, but heres a big hug from me!!!

Take care
Love Donnax